30 seconds of pain

Her heart thumped. Pain. Fury. Death. Surrounding her. Haunting her. Bleeding into her with each step she took.

Dark.
The world was dark. Clouded by the sins of humanity. Once light, it was tarnished by the hypocrisy of the right.

Cracked.
It was falling apart. The Earth, our hearts, our minds. It was splitting into pieces. Seperated.

Pain.
Our hearts. Torn in two directions. To remain hidden? Or to reveal itself?

Rejection.
Our true selves, rejected by our families. Alone, we walk this neverending path, fending away the cruel insults hurled upon us by our fellow men.

Suffering.
The poor, the desitute. Lying on the cold, dirty streets. Shivering as the cruel winter chilled them. Cowering in their flimsy shelters, they prayed.

Prayer.
Useless perhaps? Perhaps your God has forsaken us, perhaps we have angered him/her with our careless discrimination.

Death.
Ultimately we fall into her arms. Gladly? Sadly? Full of regrets? Who knows when she'll take us?

Tears.
For the ones that left us long before their time. For the ones who we hurt.
For the ones we never told.

A pause in the hectic moments of life

Well, today's my last free day before I'm off to my attachment at DSO. ARP is screwed as usual, as the two other members are mia and cannot be contacted AND I fail at C++. So far all I have is up to 'input plaintext' before the whole program gets stuck. Meh. On the bright side, at least I did something, unlike those two who seem to be permanantly mia.

Am going out with Merlisa later today, for MFM, before going off to Far East (maybe) to get corsets and stuff. I much rather go with Jessica than go alone though. :\

Miss her loads, esp. crapping sessions on the phone and the outings. I have her to thank for my exam results -- without her I would be damn stressed out. Too bad I do not wish for a non-platonic relationship with her. She would make a good gf. xD

Shall wait one more day for the college counsellor to reply. If she doesn't, I'll just email the other one... and perhaps email HSA on my own and ask about the internship. It's kind of decided that I will do a combi. of forensic science/psychology in uni. Haha that, or criminal profiling. Dead bodies are fascinating and guns are mmmh. <3 I like that forensic science is not based solely on bio/chem/physics but more of a combination of both. Thus it is interesting to me. ;D